Happier Than B4 and Knowing what needs to be done

Im alot happier now than b4 can't explain the great feeling you get from recovering your power. Im really started this makeup thing now oh boy lol im on model mayhem now. I love makeup why not earn a living on it! The only thing slowing me down is a daytime time job to help pay for advertising,and buisness card and to take care of my car so i can travel to clients, oh and to expand my makeup collection aswell ofcourse. When you have a kid you wanna do the best you can to provide for them and i wanna give my son a great childhood memory and i dont want his childhood to get cut short like mine was because my mothers sickness and household fights with her. My son deserves the best hes such a handsome little guy and i swear hes going to be famous one day. Anyways its late just wanted to update things im in a better spirit now!!!!

All I wanted was a family but now I just want you gone!

Why is it so hard for you to see what you have to do...why is your head so far up your ass? You have a daughter  11 years old from your previous and a son that is 2. You smoke pot like its going outta style and you make shit up to make yourself feel and look better. You've fucked up in our relationship, I know you cheated. You rather lie then tell the truth even when you get caught. Its bad cause I know when you are lying you can't throw one past me anymore. My tolerance for you is out the door, I've lost all respect for you. I rather not be seen with you, knowing that everything that comes out of your mouth is full of shit. NO ONE BELIEVES YOU!!!!you live with my father you have no car and no steady work. You pretend to be a hotshot but you are a nothing! you have no family no relatives and maybe it needs to stay that way for you! All im asking is for you to go away! give me my car back and let me begin my life as a independent woman. I will always love you but i will never be in love with you again this bridge is burned and i am done!

Men holding themself on pedestals

I don't get how a straight man can hold themself on a pedestal. I't just does'nt make sense to me. When you are a bigger bitch then i am you seriously have some inside issues lol. I believe that  man should put women on a pedestal well atleast some anyway. Men on pedestals are all about themself and will manipulate anybody to get what they want. 
"Good luck with trying to manipulate me because i am always a step ahead of you and won't fall for your games no more"!!!

The Joy of Motherhood

It was so hard to get him out of the bathroom after having him sit down on his potty for the 1st time. He sat there striking up a conversation with his blah blah blahs and his laughing while sitting on his potty and ofcourse his curiosity of his pee pee. When i told him its time to get out of the bathroom, he put down the top to the seat, bent down and dead lifted the potty to bring it with him. I could not help but laugh then I told" baby that stays here" I turned off the light and walked him out of the bathroom and this boy just could not stop crying I love my little boy he cracks me up